Recording to see, editing to notice, Noticing to learn:
Experiencing a weird summer through experimental video
Day by day, we think it will be the same,
but day by day, I notice how dissimilar and unreal
it is to think of equality.
Distant threats
become present
Day by day, I breathe
Without considering how uneven breathing is.
I sought a home to avoid getting lost,
and I found myself immersed in reality.
Gray, stained, and with summer snow.
Smoke and fire, dancing in my head.
The city turned into a canvas
where the unseen becomes visible.
In the twilight I woke up
Only to find a different world.
With restless pulse, figures transform
seeking their place, to let me breathe.
Transiting over the water without seeing,
Where am I going?
I go, but I feel like I'm turning back.
Can I go back?
I try to breathe, focusing on passing through the crack
to find something that makes me sigh.
I try to look, to ignore what is real.
Silence, pause, start over
There are no gears functioning anymore.
Climate makes me feel
And I feel through climate.